The moment i woke up this morning i feel very dizzy. I hardly stand straight. Then when i look into mirror,i saw my eyes is getting worst and its swollen. Its freaking pain and i hardly open my eyes. I went to college as usual. But this time when the class haven't start yet i went back home again. As mom asked me don't wait my sister fetch me in the afternoon so i take bus go home.

Mom picked me up at bus station and off to eyes specialist. I can't remember what the doctor say already. But he did say maybe i also sensitive towards the medicine. Then now my skin also infected already. Haihz. Change new medicine and friday have to go back to him again. Hrmm.

Just now i went to the normal clinic. The reason is because my whole body itchy for few days already and i couldn't stand it anymore. The doctor say maybe i sensitive but sensitive towards what he got no idea. One day consult 2 doctor. How great is it?

Now tell me how am i going to celebrate cny la!?! With the swollen eyes cause i look super duper ugly now. I don't think so it will recover by this few days. But i really really hope miracle would happen. *pray hard*

I won't be going to college this few days as doctor did gave me mc till this friday. I need to rest my eyes well at home and get well soon. REAL SOON! Anyway i only skip 2 days class so never mind. Heh.

i really don't have the mood to do anything
due to my eyes.
i am sad,very very sad.
how i wish you are here right now.
i wanted you )':

It has been a week and my eyes still swollen due to virus infection. Doctor say normally need at least 2 weeks to recover but also have to see my luck. So hopefully my eyes will recover by next week. Or else i will be there crying non stop. Chinese new year is just next week weyyy.

I hardly sleep because the tears will be keep on drop and my eyes is freaking pain. In the middle of night i will be waking up for more than 5 times. And to wipe the tears. Its really torturing. Was really tired and want to sleep but i just could not sleep. Oh my dear eyes,please recover real soon. *pray hard*

I actually left one assignment only. But due to some irresponsible group member who suddenly missing in action and now i have to do her part also. Can't she just tell us what happen and all or at least give us a call? We did call her but what we got is ' nombor yang anda dial tidak terdapat dalam perkhidmatan '. Seriously i am not happy with it.

Sometimes i really don't know why. I wonder and wonder again why must she react like that. Tell myself for many times not to bother but i still cannot do it. I am really disappointed and feeling sad at the same times.

Thanks to be there for me and comforting me when i am sad. Even though is just a simple message but it did put a smile on my face :) thankyouverymuch!

Assignments! Why you just can't disappear? Hrmm. I have 6 more assignments to go. So today i am going to finish CPE assignments no matter what. Oh information!

Receive my august/september '09 results and i am not satisfied with it. There are something bothering me. And i can't seems to solve it. Is just the beginning of the year and nothing goes really well. Is not a good start at all. Seriously i am feeling sad. Sigh.

My right eye is swollen and is freaking pain. There is something inside my eye and i don't know what it call. Something wrong with my body and i think i am going to sick soon. And yea AGAIN ):
All thanks to the assignments and i am really stress.

Currently listening to : teardrops on my guitar

Will it be one day?

I am proud of myself because i have complete 2 assignments in 2 days time. My very first time and it will not just last for this semester but every semester too. Hehehe. So 7 assignments to go and i really wish that i can complete all these assignments before february.

Now,i am stuck with the physical education essay. My brain cannot function because i am sick. I am feeling so tired and sleepy. Oh gosh. All these sickness please go away. I still need all the energy to do my assignments. And and and ulcer is really killing me like again and again ):

It has been a week. So far everything goes well except for my studies? Don't really like the subject and i find it very hard especially young children and math. Oh math oh math.

Its ok for me to take bus to college. But it is not ok for me to take bus back home. 5 o'clock finish class and the bus 6 o'clock only arrive and 7 o'clock only get to reach klang. I just hate it so much! I wants to hire a driver. Hrmm.

Till then,byeee.

Hello world! Its monday and tomorrow i will be back to college again. Ahhhh! I just don't feel like going back to college and i not really prepare yet. I am still in holiday mood ):

Well,is the 4th day of 2010 and i can't seems to be happy or what. I wonder why. I just got the feeling that it will never be a good one this year. Sigh. But of course i hope that what i thought is just nothing. I want 2010 be a good good year (:

A brand new year. I am so going to be a better person and happy go lucky. And of course to be more strong and tough no matter what happen. Will never let a small little thing beat me down. Not to forget to change my bad habits too. * pray hard *

Till then i have to stop here and continue my GDT assignment. Stay tune for more updates people ((:

We will be welcome 2010 in 2 days time. So is time for us to say bye to 2009. Time fliesssss. Through out the whole year i have learn a lot of things. And this make me think of national service. Hrmm.

Next week college reopen already. So it means that this week will be the last week for me to enjoy my holiday. Anyway i am happy because monday and friday i don't have class. So 1 week i only have 3 day classes. Yay!

Oops,think about it again. My dear zixin is going back to hong kong this saturday. This is so sad. Didn't really have much time to talk to her. My dirty little secret partner,gonna miss you again ):

Last sunday after malaysian studies exam,i went bukit tinggi and genting with my coursemate,iris and yingying. Iris boyfriend tag along too. We have lots of fun over there and of course i am happy too ((:

Japanese Village
GentingColmar tropicale

I suddenly think of that i haven't touch my assignments yet. 5 assignmentssss is still pending. Oh gosh.

Malaysian studies is really suck. Can't expect so much already so just pray that i will pass. Anyway like finally,i am done with my final exam. Now is time for me to enjoy the 2 weeks holiday. I wanna shoppingggggggg :D

Even though i am having holiday now but i have 5 assignments to be complete. 2 assignments pass up on january and another three assignments is on february. I am going to start all these assignments soon. Again,no more last minute work.

Talked to daddy. Tell him i wanna get a new phone because my phone is spoil. Surprisingly he asked me what phone i want to buy because the phone that i want is cheap. Haha. Gonna get the new phone in 2 days time.

Its really unexpected. And and and,i am happy ((:

It has been 2 weeks since college started. So another 2 more weeks to go then i am free. I have finish GDT module and now left 2 module which is CPE and MPW. Not to forget there are assignments too. So far i have 4 assignments but luckily all the assignments pass up next year january (:

A blink of eyes,is december already. This is like so fast. 2009 is coming to the end and is time for us to welcome 2010. My dear,zixin is coming back home in 3 weeks times. Christmas coming soon. My semester break is coming soon. And oh,trip trip trip :D

I am sad lo. My phone is spoil. So which mean everything is gone lo. Aiks. Never mind. I am going to get a new phone soon.

I am seriously speechless with it and really tired of it. I use to wonder this and that but no more for now. Never ever. And as if we will care a single shit about you? We scared? Hell no. You are just too naive. You will deserve one day so till then serve you right!

I am happy because i have friends around me being so supportive and concern about me and all. I feel touched and i feel the happiness too. I will be strong and tough and of course no more losing to her =/

November'09

the feeling is terrible.
tears dropping.
broke down.
ahhhh!